Sunday, March 22, 2009
waking up mraz
so i wake up feeling like a animal that NASA has blasted into outer space and I'm just floating around up here.... and as a breach Mar's atmosphere my space craft is disintegrating around me i know I've reached my last leg of life... my life is flashing before my eyes, just another symptom... these tear filled eyes i have my life was most important to me though no one else really valued it... i think i don't want to die I'm so young there's so much i haven't done yet.. and as i fight the inevitability that my life is over i hear music in the back of my ever so cracking cranium... "I've been spending way to long checking my tongue in the mirror, bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer"...more please... "i wont hesitate no more, no more. it can not wait I'm sure... theres no need to complicate, our time is short, this is our fate I'm yours" the fire dries my tears the heat melts my fur to my skin... the space suit i was wearing is now just metal rings causing me pain, i reach to remove them but the molten metal scolds my hand pain to intense... i close my eye's as my skin melts away, my exposed rib cage sings a song of lost love and missed chances "all i really want to do is love you, a kind much closer than friends use, but i still cant say it after all we've been through.. and all i really want from you is to feel me, as the feeling inside keeps building, and i will find my way to you if it kills me.... it might kill me" with my eyes closed tight i take my last breathe
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